I wish I could just chill!

I wish I could just chill! Anyone else out there freak out (mostly on the inside of course) about every little thing? I am starting to feel really guilty about this! Why can’t I just relax? Why can’t I unconditionally trust? Do I have a “faith problem?”

These are just my thoughts today… I just don’t know how to “keep calm” today!


4 thoughts on “I wish I could just chill!

  1. Trust me. This is my biggest struggle, I think. I have a control problem and when things are outside my control (which happens regularly in life and especially foster care), I have a hard time letting go and putting it in God’s hands. You are definitely not alone in this. It takes daily surrender to His plan. Because ultimately, He has our best interests at heart.

  2. I struggle with keeping calm, as well. Especially with SS’s situation. God is amazing and will grant you strength to move on each day, but sometimes even when I know that God is with me, I don’t feel peaceful. Anxiety is one of the enemy’s biggest attacks for me. So I have found ways to battle my anxiety and return my focus back on Jesus. For me, music is a HUGE help. I play Hillsong, Chris Tomlin, David Crowder, Elevation Worship, and all of my other favorite worship bands as non-stop as possible. Right now I am listening to “The Stand” by Hillsong. “I’ll stand with arms high and heart abandoned, in awe of the one who gave it all. I’ll stand my soul Lord to you surrendered. All I am is yours.” The more that I surrender to God, the greater He becomes and somehow things begin to fall into alignment with Him and peace seems a little closer.

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