I want to memorize the way he sounds, the cute little giggle that only he does.
I want to memorize the way he smells, a perfect mixture of coconut oil and baby lotion.
I want to memorize his crazy laugh and the way that he squeals, “Mommeeee!”
I want to always remember the way that he asks for one more kiss at nighttime and says, “stay a me!”
I want to never forget my son of my heart, the one I held in my arms for the last 16 months.
I never want to forget!
Keeping Calm While Daddy is Gone 
You are so much stronger than I could ever be! I would be mush! I would be kicking, crying and screaming. .. “no fair! ” God Bless you for taking that baby and loving him with all you have knowing this could happen! My God, woman… you truely are a saint!
Oh, trust me! I have sobbed and sobbed and begged God to change this! The only strength I have comes from God. I am very normal and often times want to question why??? Thank you for your kind words!!!
*hugs*
Is just Little Man leaving or is Baby Girl also going, too? Is he going to a relative or back to his bio mom? This all seems so sudden!
He is going to a bio relative. The two babies will be separated. They are half-siblings, although as you know, that means NOTHING to a child… They are siblings period. Yes, it feels sudden to me too! 😦
Oh my goodness! That is so awful for them … and you! I will be praying.