My life is too quiet right now. I slept in today, that NEVER happens. I’m alone with my thoughts way too much! I know I need to stay busy and keep my mind occupied. Tonight my daughter has a soccer game and that will be a fun distraction. Baby Girl is a joy and keeps me busy with her singing and playing. However, I just can’t help, but miss my Little Man! I think about him constantly! What is he doing? Is he happy? Is he scared? Is he eating? All of the things that a mommy thinks about.
Even through this loss and pain I still have a deep sense that these last 16 months were meant to be. I feel so thankful and like the luckiest girl in the entire world that God chose me to be Little Man’s foster mama!